more stupider

society, you have trained me. i am incapable of running red lights. or even stop signs. even at 3:17 in the morning on a tuesday when i can see nine miles in each direction and haven't seen a car or human the entire drive. i fucking sit there. and wait. and i WANT to run the red light, and i KNOW there's no cops or possible potential crash danger, but the light is RED. red means NO. red means STOP and sit there and feel like a brainwashed lemming.

and what is it about facebook that makes me feel like i have no life? my social life consists of a) climbing, or b) sitting around with 1-3 friends and having deep philosophical discussions and/or goofing off for a few hours. but i feel, thanks to facebook, that everyone else's social life consists of wild parties of dozens of people every weekend and lots of drinking and dancing and happy smiling pictures and here i am on a saturday night studying physics (EW.) and blogging.
oh, society. making me feel bad about my life because i don't take pictures of myself drunk and making out with other girls at parties for attention.




oh, and another thing, society? what's up with the fucked up american view on getting vs. being married?
-getting married=aww i'm so happy, congruatulations, that's WONDERFUL YAY!
-being married=nagging wife, asshole husband, ball and chain, my life suks.