okay. i hate this. i can't STAND it when someone walks into a room and asks "What are we watching?" Or any variation of this bullshit. It makes my eyelids twitch and my fingers involuntarily curl into fists when they walk inside from BEING GONE ALL DAY in the middle of a conversation and before even taking off their coat, ask "What are we talking about?"
Twitch.
Not "WE." You just walked in, asshole. You do NOT have the privilege of using the first person plural. Fuck you! You just walked in! You are not "WE." You are not ONE OF US. You weren't sitting here talking/watching the movie for several hours because you LEFT. To go SOCIALIZE, or go to WORK, or do some other "PRODUCTIVE" fucking social bullshit because you have FRIENDS or a "LIFE".
Fuck you.
Maybe i'm just bitter that people think i have no life (these "people" are rhetorical, as i know so few "people" that there just aren't enough to judge me if they knew what my "life" consisted of). Because if you're in college and you spent your entire winter break (well okay there's a week left but whatever) sleeping in and spending 4-8 hours a day happily curled up on the couch with a historical fiction book and a pile of non-fiction and tea, that you have no life. I don't go out to bars (okay fine i'm not 21 yet--a few weeks!), i don't really get invited to "Parties," (anymore) and i don't hang out with "Friends" every day. okay, fine. i'm BORING. i am a total freak. and not even in the "Interesting" way. in the boring, doesn't-do-anything-and-is-quite-happy-about-it way.
hey, wanna hang out sometime?
i have been thinking about trying to be more social. it's just that i ended up breaking ties with a lot of people who i realized were only friends with me because i was single. and of the ones who stuck through and kept calling me, those are the ones who like me enough that it makes my boyfriend uncomfortable so i don't hang out with them. so i need new friends. or i need to Friendisize my Acquaintences. so prepare youself.
in like a few weeks because i procrastinate.
also, i really fucking like spending all day reading and drinking tea.
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I keep saying I'll be more social, but then I realize that I am pretty damn social, it's just in weird ways (like our bowling league, or at the horse rescue, or the days I drag people out to lunch or skiing...) and I spend too much time online. Maybe that should be my goal for the month: Less time online.
I'm gonna go make stew now!
Also, what gives Steve the right to be so jealous? Not that it affects my wanting to be your friend, I just think it's dumb when boys act that way!
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